Friday, June 29, 2007

Kapatiran

For a supposedly bland week, I think this one was okay. :)

I went as Samurai Jack (Samurai Jill? :-X) a while ago-- I commanded Martha to be Aku, haha! (Such an obedient sister!) :P Shei and Jen told me I looked like a sushi chef. Er. No. I have a half-unsheathed katana on my side!!! -_- At least Fides got it, haha. And Kyla.

Saw a lot of interesting costumes. I think Shrek was a popular choice, as well as the MIB, Powerpuff girls and Charlie's Angels. I asked Denden and Dana who they were. They said, "Ah, Hansel and Gretel kami. Pero hindi ata nagkaintindihan e. Wolf yung sister namin." HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Ibang fairytale!

We had games. Lots and lots of games. Well, no, just four to be exact-- it just took us soooo long to settle down and stop taking pictures of ourselves.

That was it, basically. Costumes and games. I think I participated more this time around than when I had my Kapatiran four years ago. It's funny how time flies-- I just sighed a bit and poof! Senior na ko. So much growth, so much change... And still I find myself coming round full circle.

We still had classes after lunch. BOOOO!!! I was already tired out from talking so much (ganun talaga, inaantok ako pag masyado akong madaldal) and jumping around in sacks and still trying to keep a heads up-- on top of that, my right eye was already irritated (as to why, I don't know). It was awfully uncomfortable! And it was tearing up (TEAR ha, as in water, not TEAR as in "tear here").

Wah! I have a leaky faucet for an eye! And it was just... DRIPPING. On and on. And my nose was getting sniffly too. I endured the constant discomfort for 6 hours or so; somehow I also managed to recite a bit in Economics. I put my head down and slept in Physics though. Hindi ko na kinopya yung exercises, haha! Talk about being delinquent.

One hour of CAT and one more hour of waiting for the carpool...! I finally got home. By that time my eye had already cried itself out and was just getting puffy. I took out my contacts and fell asleep.

So here, I'm typing this out at 12:41 am, still with no contacts on. My glasses are broken and I don't think I'm getting a new one, so yeah, my back is aching from leaning forward too long. Maga na talaga yung isang mata ko. On the plus side, may tuklap na rin siya, sa wakas. :))

Will be posting pictures, once I steal them from some people. My camera's battery conked out even before the activity started. Ayun naman. Well it was my fault anyway, I forgot to check the batteries and charge them.

Kapatiran

For a supposedly bland week, I think this one was okay. :)

I went as Samurai Jack (Samurai Jill? :-X) a while ago-- I commanded Martha to be Aku, haha! (Such an obedient sister!) :P Shei and Jen told me I looked like a sushi chef. Er. No. I have a half-unsheathed katana on my side!!! -_- At least Fides got it, haha. And Kyla.

Saw a lot of interesting costumes. I think Shrek was a popular choice, as well as the MIB, Powerpuff girls and Charlie's Angels. I asked Denden and Dana who they were. They said, "Ah, Hansel and Gretel kami. Pero hindi ata nagkaintindihan e. Wolf yung sister namin." HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Ibang fairytale!

We had games. Lots and lots of games. Well, no, just four to be exact-- it just took us soooo long to settle down and stop taking pictures of ourselves.

That was it, basically. Costumes and games. I think I participated more this time around than when I had my Kapatiran four years ago. It's funny how time flies-- I just sighed a bit and poof! Senior na ko. So much growth, so much change... And still I find myself coming round full circle.

We still had classes after lunch. BOOOO!!! I was already tired out from talking so much (ganun talaga, inaantok ako pag masyado akong madaldal) and jumping around in sacks and still trying to keep a heads up-- on top of that, my right eye was already irritated (as to why, I don't know). It was awfully uncomfortable! And it was tearing up (TEAR ha, as in water, not TEAR as in "tear here").

Wah! I have a leaky faucet for an eye! And it was just... DRIPPING. On and on. And my nose was getting sniffly too. I endured the constant discomfort for 6 hours or so; somehow I also managed to recite a bit in Economics. I put my head down and slept in Physics though. Hindi ko na kinopya yung exercises, haha! Talk about being delinquent.

One hour of CAT and one more hour of waiting for the carpool...! I finally got home. By that time my eye had already cried itself out and was just getting puffy. I took out my contacts and fell asleep.

So here, I'm typing this out at 12:41 am, still with no contacts on. My glasses are broken and I don't think I'm getting a new one, so yeah, my back is aching from leaning forward too long. Maga na talaga yung isang mata ko. On the plus side, may tuklap na rin siya, sa wakas. :))

Will be posting pictures, once I steal them from some people. My camera's battery conked out even before the activity started. Ayun naman. Well it was my fault anyway, I forgot to check the batteries and charge them.

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

THIS IS WHY I DON'T DO FRIENDSTER

Why I'm opting out of the Facebook generation

Posted by Ian (msn article)
One month ago Patrick, our Tech & Gadgets editor, made a confession: he had yet to sign up to Facebook, and, being MSN's in-house gizmo expert, thought he better do something about it. So he registered, and within 24 hours admitted to having become hooked. "I have," he disclosed, "been browsing through other people's friend lists in a vain attempt to find anyone I might possibly have ever met."
He's not alone in undergoing a rapid conversion from Facebook apathy to addiction. Both my homepage colleagues, Dom and Laura, spoke loud and long of how they were going to have nothing to do with it and thought the entire thing pitifully absurd...until they signed up, of course, and in a flash became fully paid-up rabblerousers for the social networking revolution.
Nicole, our boss, was the same, freely admitting she once thought it sad and a bit pathetic, but who's now happy to sing its praises and testify to its virtues.
It's a trend which has taken root throughout MSN Towers, one that seems unstoppable in its popularity - and one which I'm reluctant to have anything to do with.
It's not that I'm against the potency and potential of the internet as a means of communication, or friendship, or even gossip-mongering; it's the means, rather than the end, which I object to.
In other words, the way Facebook depends upon you being happy to lay bare all aspects of your life in order to become one of the crowd. The way you have to actively search and round-up every "friend" you've ever known, no matter how tenuously, in order to prove that you're popular. And the fact it is predicated on you wanting to boast and brag about your social circle in as public a way possible.

It's the primeval law of the school playground translated online, and it's profoundly unnerving.
There's an unspoken assumption that if you haven't got x number of "friends" to your name - at least a few dozen - you're a failure. Tied to this is the implication that if you've got to a certain age in your life, you should have x amount to show for yourself, be it wacky companions, photos of trips around the world or breathtaking career accomplishments.
(In other words... YOU HAVE JUST BEEN FACEBUCKED. -me)
Hence what, on one level, is merely an old-fashioned bulletin board or mailing list, becomes an arena for online showboating and no place for the mundane. Heaven forbid you are boring and have barely as many friends as you have fingers, or have done the same job all your life, or have never been abroad.
The way Facebook has become so successful so quickly - it was only last autumn that membership was extended from only those with a university email address to anyone at all - is testament to the innate appeal of its mix of tittle-tattle, grandstanding and voyeurism.
And it is undeniably a hit. "Its simplicity is its strength," argues Dom. "It marries an extremely useable format with that basic human nature to want to stay in touch with everyone you know." Megan, our photo editor, had a more down-to-earth reason for joining: "I wanted to find out who was fat and who was pregnant from my school."
Yet there's something about its promotion of noseyness as a leisure activity, its encouragement of social rivalry, and above all the way it encourages your past to return to haunt you, that leaves me cold. Indeed, Megan's other half, Jon, explains his dislike for Facebook three ways: "I'll call the people I want to get in touch with. I don't care who's fat and pregnant. Plus my wife spends all evening on it." (HAHAHAHAHA! Poor guy.)
I know these arguments will, for most readers, count for little, and that I will pilloried variously as a Luddite, a loser or a loner. But for me, for the moment, Facebook remains a no-go area, an exercise in social engineering of which I don't want any part, an excuse for the people you know now to find out about the people you knew then, and yet another cultural trend that fashion orders you to be part of.

Is anyone else with me?
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FINALLY!!! SOMEONE WHO'S ON THE SAME PLANE OF THOUGHT AS I AM!!! Hallelujah!
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We had the diocesan mass for Saint Marie Eugenie yesterday at the Antipolo Cathedral. It was ceremonious and long, but it was oddly interesting all the same. They had 27 priests!!! I counted. And yes, I did that during the homily because that part was too long. :| I saw some people making interesting facial expressions too HAHA! Oh the variations of boredom!
People asked us what school we were after the mass. In all fairness, I think our gala uniform does look pretty-- so yes, Assumptionista po kami!!!
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I'll write more tomorrow. I've taken to bringing my books home now (so I can READ and STUDY :|), which is something that does not happen everyday! I have only two skimpy notebooks in my locker, plus that Lab manual; everything else is with me. I'm getting studious! Huzzah. Most likely I won't get around to writing everything until the weekend.
Balik na naman sa dating gawi.

Saturday, June 16, 2007

Come to think of it...

I rather miss lurking around in Lit-net. I'm missing the intellectual stimulation.

http://www.online-literature.com/forums/

Iba talaga yung crowd depende sa forums.

Thursday, June 07, 2007

If all the animals on the equator were capable of flattery, Halloween and Christmas would fall on the same date.

If you watched Ocean's 12, then you'd know what that means. Or not.
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The Meg office is actually just a small part of a whole floor, on which the whole MMPI Publishing group is settled. It's to the left, just a little way beyond that huge blown up cover of MEGA (and encased in glass, no less). The Meg office reminds me of a narrow alley, really, with several cubicles in all. Office is as office does. It's not the Mode office from Ugly Betty (that one looks like garish candyland masquerading as a minimalist white), but everything around it tells you it's a fashion magazine. Paper bags are all over the place. Pin-ups, plans, dates, photographer lists, features, accessories are on every space imaginable. Exclusive invites were visible and readable for inquisitive eyes (the cube I occupied, Pipay's [the beauty assisstant who was out that day], had three). It all spelled on thing: Peaceful chaos of work and play.

It was fantastic. I would've rummaged through their trash if it didn't seem obscene, because I was dying to know what interesting things lurked there. I looked calm outside, but inside I was bursting. And I was nervous all over, but I managed okay. I think.

I met Peewee, Shai, Kim and Mabel, the Meg staff. I wanted to ask questions about the magazine industry, but the timing didn't seem right-- all of them looked rather busy. So I looked around mostly, and tried not to feel so small and painstakingly unornamental. My sister was transcribing something, so I was left to myself. The office's fashion sense is really interesting. So THAT'S what they mean by style (okay, wala pala akong style haha! =)) ). Their look was casual and uncontrived, yet at the same time edgy and interesting.

It was a slow day that Friday. All the deadlines for the September issue (they do it three months in advance-- talk about efficiency) was done yesterday. All they had to do was interview the Meg Face finalists.

I went with them to the small conference room on the same floor. (Hindi siya malayo actually. Kumbaga sa floor ng Year III, kasinglayo lang niya yung CA's office sa section 4.) I sat at the back, not on the table with them. I just watched, really.

So the girls came, one by one. There were shy ones, chatty ones, young ones, tall ones, petite ones, ones with bad teeth, ones with big ears... No offense, but they looked REALLY different from their pictures. The interview itself was pretty short; the discussion goes on after the girl leaves though. Though they weren't catty or snarky or biatchy (they're nice, I assure you guys), I'm still glad, in ate Mabel's words, that I'm on the safe side of the camera. "Hindi tayo chinachaka-- tayong nanchachaka!" (tapos natawa siya.) As if to answer the question on my mind, Ate Mabel said, "It's a superficial industry-- it's the way it is."

I mostly listened to their deliberations, which was fun. They told me the story of "Trash Can girl", the girl whose photo Kim (beauty ed) threw away (which, I suppose, was the "NO" tray). Ate Mabel happened to see it and fished it out, and waved it around "Eto, eto eto!" (Ifever that girl does win, she has to thank Ate Mabel for giving her salvation.)

Ironically, the girl blew them all away on her interview because of stunning physique and determined personality-- she's a Filipina (whose family migrated to Japan) and who worked so hard to pool money so she could support herself here when she enters the contest. On her Why Shoud You Win question, she wrote: "Kasi gusto ko patunayan sa nanay ko na kaya ko tong gawin." Really, that's a lot more admirable than saying, "Because I'm half-Filipino and half-American." (TCG didn't say that, but someone else did. Hay naku.)

After that, I finished the second half of the taped interview Ate was transcribing. Guess what it was about? Vaginal healthcare.

Okaaaay.

So there I was, typing away at the vagina monologues, care of an OB-GYNE. I have learned more from that interview than Health and Bio put together. I looked like this when I finished: O__O

I spent the rest of the day surfing the net on the free computer. Hm... Parang gusto ko rin mag-office, haha. We left at around 4:30 and returned the reviewed books to Powerbooks.

Thinking back, I liked the experience. But I think I'd rather be a writer for a magazine than be an intern. I do like the office though. Mucho mucho. Anong office kaya ako pwede pag Economics yung kinuha ko? Hmmm...

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All in all, I think the summer was wonderful. Really. I can't help saying, thinking about it all, that I do like lazy days. I like the sun. I like jumping around in the moonlight, which I did while Dad sipped his coffee on the patio. I like doing chores. I like seeing how fast I can surf all the channels in one go. I like the luxury of time, and the privilege of reading three books at once without caring.

I like being creative and messing around in the kitchen. I like spending time with my sisters. I like spending time with my family all in all because I don't see my parents for a huge part of the day.

I think I've gotten the hang of cooking. And washing dishes. And being domestic. And I don't mind, really.

Maybe THIS is what they call "growing up". Somehow, I feel up to the task of keeping house, being responsible for myself and all that. The biggest surprise to me is that I don't mind the change at all.

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Monday, June 04, 2007

Minsan

Minsan - Eraserheads

Minsan sa may Kalayaan
Tayo nagkatagpuan.
May mga sariling gimik
At kanya-kanyang hangad sa buhay.

Sa ilalim ng iisang bubong,
Mga sikretong ibinubulong.
Kahit na anong mangyari,
Kahit na saan ak man patungo.
Ngunit ngayon,
Kay bilis maglaho ng kahapon
Sana'y huwag kalimutan
Ang ating mga pinagsamahan.

At kung sakaling gipitin ay
Laging iisipin na
Minsan tayo ay naging tunay na
Magkaibigan.

Minsan ay parang wala nang bukas
Sa buhay natin.
Inuman hanggang sa magdamag
Na para bang tayo'y mauubusan.
Sa ilalim mg bilog na buwan
Mga tiyan nati'y walang laman.
Ngunit kahit na walang pera
Ang bawat gabi'y anong saya.

Minsan ay hindi mo na alam ang nangyayari,
Kahit an anong gawin
Lahat ng bagay ay merong hangganan.

Dahil ngayon,
Tayo ay nilimot ng kahapon.
Di na mapipilitang buhayin
Ang ating pinagsamahan.

Ngunit kung sakaling mapadaan,
Baka ikaw ay aking tawagan
Dahil minsan tayo ay naging tunay na
Magkaibigan.

Guys, kanta ko to para sa inyo. :(

Eto na naman yung isa sa mga araw na weird ung feeling mo. I feel... put out. Lalo na't ang kulimlim, at di ako makapaglaro kay Bianca. Kala ko dati gusto ko ng ulan. Ngayon naiisip ko, parang ayoko na ng ulan. Nakakalungkot e.

Alam niyo yung feeling na napapag-iwanan? Parang ganun ung pakiramdam ngayon. Ngayon ko lang naintindihan yung kanta ng E-heads. Naiisip ko... hindi ko na nga nakasama yung mga kaibigan ko nung junior year, tapos sa summer hindi rin(!), tapos ngayong school year... what if hinde?! ANG SAWI NAMAAAAAAAAAAAAN! Seriously, naiiyak ako pag naiisip ko yun. And to think na naiiyak lang ako pag sobrang frustrated na ko, or galit. Hindi ako umiiyak pag nalulungkot; nananahimik ako sa kama pag ganun.

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!! Ang tae naman pag hindi ko at least makasama sa retreat yung friends ko. :((

Pero yung gusto ko sa summer na to (even if I didn't see much of my friends), naging best friends kami ni Bianca. Alam ko na yung ibig sabihin kapag best friend mo sister mo. I'm glad I'm not an only child. (Ano nga pala plural ng "only child"? Only childs? Only children? O_O)

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