Seriously?! Seriously.

I have no intrinsic musical ability.

I can't write, I can't play. It's ironic that I used to think that these areas were what described me, what I'm attuned to most. It's like I don't know what I'm good at anymore.

"Amateurs and maestros play the same notes, but it is discipline that makes all the difference."

I wish that was true.

Even though I'd still be at the losing end.