Sunday, July 17, 2005

I don't wanna go to school!

I'm wearing my new pair of glasses right now, and I'm still adjusting to it. It seems fine, though everything's kinda... weirdly warped. Not in a blatant, obvious way. But in a subtle, sneaky way. The kind of thing that disturbs you. It's the feeling that you get when there's an itch on your nose but you can't scratch it cause you don't know exactly where it's itching.

It looks better on me, though, but it sucks to have to go through with this "adjusting period" and blah.

Ack, I've got a lot of homework piled up on me. Specifically that Filipino thing. Sulating Pormal blah blah. I hate those things, particularly when we have to write on stuff I don't usually care about, cause most of the time the topic is SO gasgas na. (Yack, taglish ober der. *flinch* >.<) Like those Environmental issues blah. They drive you to the point of insanity. It's hard to be original on that, and that's what exactly what I want to be. But most often though you end up rephrasing the rephrased. Trashy stuff you'd hate to hear all over again, especially not one after the other in an oratorical contest.

Anyway, our topic for this one is: Ang Kaluwalhatian ng Diyos ay ang Mundo

Something like that.

Er, I think I got it backwards. It's: Ang Mundo ay ang Kaluwalhatian ng Diyos.

There.

Gah, though it's not something on environmental issues (and we're bound to write something on that in the coming days-- AS ALWAYS), it touches on that, though I have to find a way to speak praise and worship and all that stuff in Filipino.

Gyargyargyargyargyargyar *gnashes teeth and tears hair*.

Lots of tests this week. Lots of homework too. Lots of payments, lots of collections. It's SOOOO hard being the class treasurer. Darn them.
July 29- Submission of Investigatory Project proposal
Aug 5- Neil Gaiman interview on Hanging Out on MTV

Ulyanin na talaga ako, cause I only remember two important dates. Ngyarngyarngyarngyar.

If I just didn't love myself too much (which is something that will never change, though I'm not an extreme narcissist), I'd just give everything up and flunk. Tinatamad na ko, cause I've got no more motivation. I think my life's falling to pieces, but my extraordinary calm (which scares me) makes me think that it's actually my indifference to things. It worries me now.

Hai.

Life.

So complicated

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