Salvaged

Still scratching my head over what happened to that weird post. Tsk tsk.

Well, the last thing I wrote there was really about the UPCAT (not those random links *shakes head*). To put it in less words, I just realized that I do not have that kind of stamina to do those kinds of tests. Practicing it already resulted to mind-numbing... numbness. Haha! Tapos isang oras pa lang yun.

I think... I hate this year. I hate the pressure, and the stress, and the sick fear of failing everything. Sometimes I wish I was in college, or working... then I think about what I'm going to encounter when I get there. And then I don't know where I want to be. It's so hard finding that kind of direction, you know? I never understood it before when I was a kid, but now, I do agree that finding yourself and being yourself is one of the hardest things to do in this lifetime.